I have been with my SP for 3 years and want marriage, but he keeps delaying and asking me to be patient. How do I stop reacting to the 3D and manifest our marriage?

I have been with my SP for 3 years. I am divorced and have a child, but my child is with my ex husband. I am staying alone in the Middle East just for my SP, alone, hoping to marry him and be loved by his entire family.

He has never been married before. He has concerns about how his parents will accept it because he has never been married while I have.

I know he loves me, but he has been telling me, “Soon, soon, I will marry you,” and it has been 3 years now.

I have been manifesting for a long time, but I still react to the 3D version of him. His job is extremely demanding, and he works twice a day, so we hardly meet once every 30 or 35 days. Sometimes during weekends, he disappears for hours because of family, and I also see the difference in his priority when it comes to me and his family.

All I want is marriage with him right now. We are both in our 30s and are the same age, and I feel it is time to settle down. But I don't know what's holding him back, and everything keeps getting delayed.

I don't doubt his love for me because he really genuinely loves me and we have a strong bond. However, I don't enjoy the version of him in the 3D. Sometimes his rudeness and rough, tough personality eats me up because I am very emotional.

He is from a joint family and is surrounded by a lot of family members, while I am alone with limited people in my life. Being a part of his family, being his wife, and having kids is my dream. It is a very burning desire for me.

There are times when I want to give up, but there is also a part of me saying, “Don't. You are very close. It's already done for you. He will do anything to marry you.” But then, when I see his 3D actions, it feels heavy on my heart.

I do scripting whenever I feel like it, affirm in the morning and night, and also listen to self concept and SP obsession affirmations. But I am getting very tired, and I don't know what to do.

Please tell me step by step what I should do. Every month, some or the other excuse comes up. When it comes to getting married, the more I talk to him about it, the more he gets angry because he says, “Keep patience. It will happen when it has to.” But I can't. It has to happen this year anyhow. I can't be living alone like this.

Please tell me what's going on. I know this marriage has to happen and it will, but I can't control myself.

Please help me. My love is true. It cannot fail, and it cannot go in vain for the sacrifices I have made for him.

Please help me. ❤️