I want to manifest my SP leaving the army, shifting to Dubai, thriving, and giving me love and marriage commitment. How do I persist when my 3D is still the same?

I manifested my breakup with my SP three years ago because we were both going through difficult times, and I was also dealing with a failed surgery. I was at my lowest point in terms of self concept, and I constantly feared that he would leave me, even though he did not want to.

I kept repeating those fears to him, and I eventually broke up with him myself. I also blocked him when he was going through one of his lowest moments. After three months, I went back to him to try to patch things up, but he refused.

For almost two years, I kept begging him to come back. Every time, he told me that he did not want a relationship with anyone because nobody stayed with him during his lowest point. Whenever I ask him for commitment, he becomes distant. However, he later talks to me nicely, and we sometimes sext, but there is still no commitment or relationship.

Two years ago, he joined the army. He is from another country, and he refuses to leave the army, which makes it difficult for me to manifest the changes I desire.

I am so tired of surviving on the bare minimum because I am afraid that asking for commitment again will make me lose him completely. I also do not want to sext with him just because I am scared that we will stop talking or that he will become bored with me.

When we were in a relationship, he was so loving and obsessed with me. He raised my standards so much that I find it difficult to love anyone else. He treated me like a princess and never wanted to leave me until I forced myself to end the relationship because I was not in a healthy state of mind.

Every day, I miss the old version of him. Now, he feels so cold, and it breaks my heart. 💔

Thank you for taking my question. 🌸