How do I deal with not being able to see, touch, or talk to my SP in the 3D when I am manifesting as if we are already married and living together?

I have been trying to manifest my husband back for almost 1.5 years. When I started, the divorce had not gone through, but eventually it did. I have still been sticking to the story that we were only separated and are now happily married again, as if the divorce never happened.

Now I do not know what will happen to the divorce certificate when I get my manifestation. Will it just disappear or something?

I have not been able to achieve anything yet, and I honestly do not know what is taking so long.