How do I continue manifesting marriage with my SP after 6 months of no contact when I fear he may already be married to someone else?

Question

My SP and I have been in no contact for the last six months. In the past, he told me that he would marry another girl. I deeply loved him and even lost my virginity to him, but because of family issues, we became separated and I eventually let the situation go.

For the last three months, I have been doing affirmations and living in the story that I am already married to my SP. I am also working on my self concept. However, sometimes his past conversations come back to my mind very strongly, and I start wondering if he has already married someone else.

This makes me feel guilty because I do not want to ruin anyone's life or interfere with his happiness. At the same time, somewhere inside me I still feel that he is single. I keep going back and forth between these thoughts, and sometimes I feel like nothing is working.

I want to know how I should handle these fears and continue with my new story without feeling like I am doing something wrong or could ruin his life.

scaffirmations coach · Accepted Answer

I can understand why this is creating fear for you, especially because you have been in no contact with your SP for six months and you were previously told that he would marry…