I have been affirming for friends for a year with no movement, and I am about to graduate. What am I doing wrong, and how can I manifest 1 or 2 genuine friends who match my vibe?

I'm manifesting friends in my college, but I joined college late due to my health. My classmates are already in groups, and they don't want anybody new to be included. I don't know why, but they seem to feel special when they are in groups. Because of this superiority complex, they don't want to include anybody new, even though they themselves don't like each other and still stay in groups because they don't want to be alone.

After joining college and watching them together, happy, attending events, and making videos, it makes me feel so sad and heartbroken that I couldn't be included in a group as well. I'm a very social person, and after being left out and treated like this, I feel so low about myself that I've isolated myself in class. I sit alone, eat alone, and don't attend events anymore. I used to organize events in my school and junior college.

I try talking to them, but they seem so uninterested and just leave. I even tried going alone to events, but that didn't work either. The girls who come to me are totally not my type, either too religious, too silent, too cheap, or depressed, so I don't want to hang out with them.

I still believe that there must be one girl who wouldn't be full of attitude or jealousy and could be a good friend to me, someone who is my type. But whenever I go to college, I'm hit by the 3D, and my confidence becomes zero when I'm lonely because earlier I used to have a very big group in school and college.

For this reason, I've stopped going to college. Going to college gives me a lot of anxiety. I cry the whole journey until I reach college and come home crying.

I hate being lonely and not feeling confident. I want to have 1 or 2 good friends and enjoy going to college. I don't want to graduate feeling lonely. 💔

I just want:

1. My confidence back.
2. Two genuine friends who match my vibe.
3. To change their view of me from lonely and underconfident to confident and joyful.